I grew up and was in in my 2nd year of Engineering. My town was small, so I used to stay in a hostel. Our college was in a remote location from city, and most of the student either stayed in college hostel or take houses for rent around the college. Our 2nd year had started and we had a fresh batch of First Year students. I was ragged in my first year, and I was eagerly waiting to do ragging for the fresher’s. I know it is illegal to do ragging but at that time I did not think all that. I just wanted to take a revenge for the ragging I had in my first year. I asked girls from my class to invite the 1st year girls to canteen. Out of that group, there was a girl from Bihar, she was not only beautiful but also had a good physique. My hormonal changes had matured by then, now my expectations were higher than I had during my first crush. I gave her singing task and she had a beautiful voice. I was mesmerized by her voice, her eyes and expressions. She was a dancer by nature and her expressions and physique matched it. next couple of days I met her couple of times in groups. I had started liking her by then, but it was difficult to meet her alone as it was a small place and our college principal was very strict about it. I used find excuses to see her but never had the guts to say her that I like her. My secrete Loving and watching her from distance continued for good 4 months. One day the day come when I made up my mind and said I will tell her the truth and will propose her. I asked her to meet me in college canteen next day morning but come alone. Next day I woke up early, had a good head bath, wore my best shirt and paint and took off to conquer. I was little late and she was sitting there before me. I was very excited and sat in front of her. Even before I could start talking she said, today is Raksha Bandhan and she could not go home to tie Rakhi to his brother and was feeling sad. I tried to cajole her saying not to worry and ask her brother to come here. But the next thing she did was so shocking and I still can’t believe it happened. She asked me if she can tie Rakhi to me. I was not sure what to say, she was sad and I could not say no to her request. After tying me the Rakhi she asked me, why did I call her. I didn’t knew what to say, I said I wanted to have breakfast along with her. That day passed with great pain. It was my first love failure and it took me couple of days to get back to normal. She got to know from my friends that I liked her, but now nothing can be done. Well It was my first love failure, but now even after so many years we are still good friends.
Meri Pyaari Daastaan: Chapter 2: My first attraction
