After that I decided to never Love a girl again. I used to watch pornographic movies to fulfill my personal needs and desires, but I never thought of meeting any girl in real life. My parents tried convincing me to marry a girl and then love with automatically happen. But I was so much hurt by my first Love, I could not dare to fell in Love again. My parents used to bring so many matches and make me visit so many girls, but I did not like anyone. It was not that they were beautiful but I had actually lost interest in girls. Months and years passed by, but my parents could not convince me to marry a girl. After that they also lost interest and my bachelor life continued. By now I was in my early 30’s and all my friends got marrieds and some had couple of kids. By now, I got into a big role in my organization and I started focusing on my career a lot. I found solace in it, I used to work late nights just to keep myself busy and started staying away from home